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 celebrating mel's bd at my house! the rest were not here yet...  the view from my balcony.  i cant wait for november to arrive!!!  a cute little strawberry for you. =) - at 12:12 PM  i am selfish! i uploaded this pic coz its the only pic that has me jumping up high. the rest of the pics were booboo... haha.. science students are not that boring okay!  i love my room.  i love my balcony.  i miss my family and friends... i miss you! yes you big nose! yes... you... how many big nose are there?? ya lah! so its you lah! muacks. - at 8:22 PM human endocrinology is seriously driving me nuts... all the biochemical pathway... i am really bad in memorising all the terms, spelling, and cycle... how? was talking to dad on msn just now... think i will try to use his method... also, i will try to eat more fruits. fruits-> detox-> healthy-> mind clear-> able to study and absorb more. YIQIAN, JIA YOU! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! I CAN DO IT! - at 8:17 PM "Because You Loved Me" For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved meI 'm everything I am Because you loved me - at 9:35 PM i seriously must learn to take things slow and not to be so hard on myself. i was chionging so hard for the pass few days when i wanted to finish up my human endocrine revision and gonorrhoeae summary, and i broke down yst... it was so sudden. i was so stressed up when i suddenly couldnt think of how to continue with my report. i nearly messed up the whole report... i thought i needed a break. a long bath... i cried while i was bathing... i thought i was ok after the hot bath. after which i quickly went to make my dinner and my housemates asked me if i was alright. i think they noticed the puffed up eyes and red nose... i just replied 'yeah' and ran up to my room with the bowl of noodles. if i were to linger around in the living room any longer i would burst out crying in front of them as i was on the verge of crying... i think the kitchen and living room is a sad place when you are alone. eat alone, wash dishes alone, cook ur meals alone, watch tv alone... =( anyway... i brokedown while eating my noodles and i dont know why! of all the time, i must break down when i was eating... i cried so hard that i nearly choke on my food.... pmc called and i cried even harder... it was so comforting to hear his voice that i ended up crying and crying and crying... so i practically cried the whole of yst night. everything was so wrong yst! =( after the call i felt so so much better... i rested awhile and continued my report.. everything went well. i guessed i was too stressed up. to pmc: baby thanks for all the support... you are my strength and i know that i can always lean on you no matter what. thanks for all the patience, care, concern, and love you've given me... you are always there when i needed you. always supporting me with all your might. i just cant wait for this semester to be over so i can fly back to see you face to face. as i am typing all this, tears are rolling down my cheeks... 3 more months... soooooo long. why do we have to study so hard? coz of $$? what if there's no such thing as $$? i cannot give up! i must chiong harder! i must tahan and get my degree... together we shall work hard ok? i can picture the house with my big emperor bed princess bed.... together, we will work hard for our future and make our parents proud. i love you. your dearest baby. ps: other than pmc, whoever reading this pink chunk will be a kuku... haiz... now i know why bey told me to cry when i feel like it... just cry everything out and tml will be better. but will i become a cry baby? i miss my bestest friends! ahhh....... DEBORAH is scared of butterfly.  my comfort drink... Twinnings camomile tea.  the mutated strawberry! there's really smth wrong with the genes of this strawberry.. how can a strawberry grow into such an ugly shape? aiyo... poor strawberry. big, fat, flat and ugly... but it was very sweet! sweeter than the cute and pretty ones... so there... what matters most is the inner beauty... but then again, who really cares about inner beauty? first impression always come first right? - at 6:37 PM 
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