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Friday, December 12, 2003
Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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yellow
Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.

"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."


The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.

As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.


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- at 7:28 PM


Just finished typing those biochem stuff... gonna exchange those with sham. Think hers are great.

went for deborah's chalet... yst and just now. Tiring man... Din wanna go all the way down to pasir ris today... it was raining so heavily... wiht my jeans soaked with those muddy rain water... yuckz. so qiao, han feng and elaine going for their sec sch chalet at changi and pasir ris... haha.. went there together. something funny happened this morning, i was awoken by my hp.. haha... it was han feng! hahaha.. wo de ma ya, he thought that i was still at the chalet but actually i was at home slping. he wanted to ask if i was going to sch. i mumbled some stuff and hang the phone. hahaha... dan i realised that i overslept!

both deb and i were looking at each other's hp and i got a shock when i saw her inbox. lol.. wow.... it was during that one week (wonder wad will happen if it's one month? lol...). haha.. din expected it to be so fast. hahaha... guys are guys. they surely have their ways with girls. early know i should have extended the one week to one year and see their progression. anyway, just kinda felt quite disappointed and funny when none of them told me that they've exchanged nos. hahaha... at least now i know that there's no need for me to be invloved. sit back and see...it takes time to know a person's true self. guess i was too dumb.. haha... how can they ever be trusted? lol... one week was just not enough. hahaha... think i am going nuts. i cant possibly let someone whom i dun even know affect my life. wahahaha... tired. wanna slp.

- at 1:22 AM

Thursday, December 11, 2003
this is my blog. i can type what i want and what i like. if you peeps are unhappy about the stuff i wrote, kindly shoo off. if you do not like it, kindly stop visiting and reading MY blog. and PLEASE do not read my blog if you think that i am typing stuff about you. do not try to conclude something or find out something just by reading my blog. this whole thing is becoming more and more lame... do i sound like a childish seven yr old kid? LOL!

- at 4:20 PM


hmmm... i guess you are right... 10 years of day-to-day contact with no one but girls... funny how to got so know some y chromosome human... seriously, lol...it's not from those 'stories' i heard dat cause me to hate guys so much...haha.. too many to list out and btw, you are one of the concrete examples... blame me for everything you want, go ahead man. oh, i am so sorry if i've hurt you. no, i think you've also hurt me in one way or another.

i thought, THOUGHT you were different from the rest of the peeps, but who knows.. you are worse than the worst. just so disappointed in you. not like i am the one who typed those stuff about you.. hmm... nvm, think you are just pissed as you thought you had a chance...

oh! i remember you once told me to reflect about my actions and stuff ya? coz i gave you the wrong idea etc??? sad to say, i think it was only one sided and i treat every peeps the same. i never did like you. sad huh...din expect you to think of me as such a 'wonderful' person. sometimes i really think that you are such a des. how many girls have you fall for? how many serious ones? 0? think you should be the one reflecting on ur own behaviour etc. have you ever thought of why the relationships that u've went through didn't last? what worng with you? don't just put the blame on the girls. perhaps they are wrong in one way or another, but dun you think that you are like some fly? wow! can fall for so many girls in such a short period of time.

oh well, just because you cant get the girl u 'want' you've say put the blame on her and talk bad about her? no no boy, this is not the right thing to do. as what we chinese say, "chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan" (pls correct me if i am wrong). you are the one who do things without thinking. i thought u kind of understand me. but hahaha... i am definitely wrong. you are just another piece of shit.

so? wanna get nasty? go ahead.. lol. wanna make me look like a childish seven yr old kid? hahaha.. go ahead... lets see who is more childish. oh btw, i think i look like a seven yr old kid... dun forget, i am still young! have fun kid.

PS: i am so darn disappointed in you. i thought that you were different from the rest, but now? no diff... you do not know me at all. just fall for the sake of falling. oh pls lar... i cant live without love! i have nothing to look forward to! so darn lame. dats you not me.

you have loads of female friends ya? haha.. how many new ones have you know? so which girl are you into now?

one last thing. GUYS SUX.

- at 1:40 AM

Tuesday, December 09, 2003
tired... going straight to pasir ris after school... deb's chalet... old friends and peeps, here i come!!! hahaha... *yawn* so tired... cant imagine that i've actually typed down all the ATP stuff i've learnt today..lol.. first time man... wonder wad has gotten into me... scary... so mang! tml chalet, thursday chalet, friday dinner, saturday concert... sunday i dunno wad... arrgh.. next week will be more bz!!!! UT coming up... haiz... RP...

- at 11:30 PM


Artist: Lene Marlin Lyrics
Song: Unforgivable Sinner Lyrics



Kinda lose your sense of time
'Cause the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside
You hope she knows you tried

Follows you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
'Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see

You know where you've sent her
You should know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable Sinner

You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame

Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear

You know where you've sent her
You should know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable Sinner

Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground - hit the ground

You know where you've sent her
You should know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable Sinner

- at 9:52 AM

Monday, December 08, 2003
had a pretty interesting conversation today during lunch... the world is so unfair!!! should let the guys have a taste of what we gals suffer every month. look at poor sham today... cant live without the menstrual panadol... well, i cant think of any other better ideas than letting the guys get pregnant instead of females!!! so unfair. ok i am lame. i dun feel like blogging further.

- at 11:40 PM

Sunday, December 07, 2003
Artist: Lauren Wood Lyrics
Song: Fallen Lyrics

I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's ironic to be back in the game.

You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...

And I want to tell you, you control my rain..
And you should know that you are life in my veins.

You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...

I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.

And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's erotic to be back in the game.

- at 5:18 PM


met mama, ah mah and sham and one of juli's pal... went to raffles plaza to do our proposal stuff. hahaha.. hotel eh? haha... long story.. coz mama's sis was having her girls' night out and she need to supervise em.. so well... haha... anyway, after that we went to delifrance to chat/thing etc... haha.. i went to cut my hair.. i wanted it real short.. but! they dun allow.... arrrgh....in the end, i have it layered...still can tie... i wanted it short... anyway, the result is not bad for QB... went walk walk.... here and there... ok, got to prepare for my ppt tml.. shuckz man... i'm gonna shoot loads of stuff tml...

one thing. guys are all jerks. why? coz they're born to be.. yes. all. i am faithful.(i love you.. but i am also looking for another one while waiting)... i cant forget about you (i cant forget about my ex too...) oh well.... shit you man. pls lar har... think my hatred for guys is getting worse each day. hur hur hur. it'd be a miracle if i can find one! wahahahaha... 10 gillion yrs later. LOL!

- at 4:57 PM


Artist: Craig David
Album: Born To Do It
Title: Seven Days


On my way to see my friends
Who lived a couple blocks away from me, oh
As I walked through the subway
It must have been about quarter past three
In front of me
Stood a beautiful honey with a beautiful body
She asked me for the time
I said it'd cost her her name
A six digit number
And a date with me tomorrow at nine

Did she decline? No
Didn't she mind? I don't think so
Was it for real? Damn sure
What was the deal? A pretty girl aged 24

So was she keen? She couldn't wait
Cinnamon queen? Let me update
What did she say? She said she'd love to rendezvous
She asked me what we were gonna do
Said we'd start with a bottle of moet for two

1 - Monday
Took her for a drink on Tuesday
We were making love by Wednesday
And on Thursday and Friday and Saturday
We chilled on Sunday

I met this girl on Monday
Took her for a drink on Tuesday
We were making love by Wednesday
And on Thursday and Friday and Saturday
We chilled on Sunday

Nine was the time
Cuz I be gettin' mine
And she was looking fine
Smooth talker, she told me
She'd love to unfold me all night long
Ooh, I loved the way she kicked it
From the front to back she flipped it
And I, oh, oh, I, yeah
Hope that she'd care
Cuz I'm a man who'll always be there

I'm not a man to play around baby
Cuz a one night stand isn't really fair
From the first impression girl, hmm, you don't seem to be like that
Cuz there's no need to chat, for there'll be plenty for that
From the subway to my home
Endless ringing of my phone
When you're feeling all alone
All you gotta do
Is just call me, call me

Repeat 1

(Break it down, uh, break it down)
Since I met this special lady
Ooh yeah
I can't get her off my mind
She's one of a kind
And I ain't about to deny it
It's a special kind of thing
With you, ohh

Repeat 1 to fade

- at 4:47 PM


Artist: Craig David
Album: Unknown
Title: Walking Away


I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realise
some people don't wanna cpomromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights i'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby
things you say you're driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don't listen to the games they play
girl I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should've been more wise
and well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

- at 4:44 PM