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Message: > LAYER 0NE: > -- Name: Chua Yee Chien > -- Birth date: 22 march 1986 > -- Birthplace: Mt Alvernia Hospital (correct spelling??) > -- Current Location: Little India. *no joke. > -- Eye Color: Dark Brown > -- Hair Color: Black > -- Height: 155 > -- Righty or Lefty: Righty > -- Zodiac Sign: Aries > > LAYER TWO: > -- The shoes you wore today: sandles.*car wash. > -- Your weakness: Easily distracted > -- Your fears: loads? e.g. lizard... dad, when he is in a Bad mood... > -- Your perfect pizza: Hawaiin Pizza with lots of cheese and pepperoni pizza... > -- Goal you'd like to achieve: now? i dunno... perhaps to be able to get a job in biopolis. hahahaha.. no kid. > LAYER THREE: > -- Your most overused phrase(s) on ICq: no icq... hahaha... too bad. > -- Your thoughts first waking up: what day is it? which module... can i slp for another 5 mins?? > -- Your best physical feature: haha.. my butt!!! i am serious! hahaha... think my cheeks. hahaha... > -- Your bedtime: 12am - 2am... > -- Your most missed memory: those RCY days... > LAYER FOUR: > -- In love?: nope. not at the moment. > LAYER FIVE: > -- Smoke: Never. > -- Curse: haha.. always? but u noe i dun mean it. > -- Sing: haha.. wad do u think?? > -- Take a shower everyday: ... wad do u think?? > -- Have a crush: nope. > -- Do you think you've been in love: should be. > -- Believe in yourself: Of Coz. > -- Get motion sickness: Nope. > -- Think you're attractive: hur hur hur.. my nonsense and crap? haha.. at least i am not that bad lar. > -- Think you’re a health freak?: nope. i do what i like. > -- Get along with your parent(s): so so... > -- Like thunderstorms: Nope. I love the sun.. > -- Play an instruments: trombone?? euphonium?? a little keyboard... > LAYER SIX: > In the past month... > -- drank alcohol: Nope. > -- Smoked: Never. > -- Done a drug: panadol. > -- Had Sex: no.... I disagree with pre-marital sex > -- Made Out: made out with who or wad? > -- Gone on a date: haha.. wad kinda date. > -- Gone to the mall?: yesh. > -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope. i am not a hungry ghost or wadeva... *if you have an oreo, which side will you give me? > -- Eaten sushi: yesh, yesterday. > -- Been on stage: yesh. > -- Been dumped: Nope. > -- Gone skating: Nope. the last time was... i think sec 2 or 3? cant remember... > LAYER SEVEN: > Ever... > -- Played a game that required removal of > clothing: nahz.. lame game. > -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yesh.. yesterday's chess session.. haha... > -- been caught "doing something": yah, stealing ice from the fridge... hahaha... dunno how many years back... > -- Been called a tease: Yesh.. haha.. > -- Got beaten up: nahz.. i am too cute.. ppl just wanna hug and kiss me! hahaha... > -- Shoplifted: Nope. > -- Changed who you were to fit in: yesh. can adapt easily.. we are humans remember?? > LAYER EIGHT: > -- Age you hope to be married: ...24-65 > -- Numbers and Names of Children: 4... but i'll stick to 2.. haha.. 4 is too ex. > -- Describe your Dream Wedding: trishaw... at the beach.. haha... with loads of sunflowers. > -- How do you want to die: laugh to death. > -- What do you want to be when you grow up: biopolis is where i wanna be in. haha... > LAYER NINE: > In the opposite sex > -- Best eye color?: doesn't matter. > -- Best hair color?: black. natural hair colour. > -- Short or long hair: short. as short as possible. long hair sux for guys. haha.. > -- Height: definitely not as 'tall' as me... i'll think that he have some hormone probs... > -- Best weight: acceptable weight. > -- Best articles of clothing: as long as the clothes suits him. > -- Best first date location: anywhere? > -- Best first kiss location: anywhere? > > LAYER TEN: > -- # of drugs taken illegaly: Nope. > -- # of people I could trust with my life: myself and parents. > -- # of CDs that I owned: i dun usually buy cds.. but i own.. hmm... let me see...classical collection, vivaldi's four seasons, band cd.... and other funny stuff... > -- # of tattoos: never. > -- # of scars on my body: 2? on the knee cap and my left feet.. haiz.. my beautiful leg.. disfigured after that idiotic fall. > -- # of things in my past thatI rEgRet: dunno. - at 11:29 PM as usual, went for the car wash... 6 cars.. not dat bad... but i thought william said no vehicle... arrrgh.. bluff us! in the end.. from 4 cars to 6 cars... dan PaPa gave me and xin yi a ride to tiong baru.. haha.. not bad lah... i mean his driving skills. haha... like a dad.. wahahaha... went for lunch blah blah blah.... dan i took bus 851.. haha.. i was kinda lost. coz i forgot which direction to take... hahaha... quite dumb... anyway, i got my directions right... passed by the library so i just thought of paying the main branch a visit.. hahaha... borrowed 2 bio related stuff... dun wanna waste my hols on those stories bks... and to prevent my dad from nagging... stayed in the library for like 1 hr plus. coz i suddenly remembered that i've to buy some stuff... arrgh... think i've become more of a maid than a daughter... my dad told me to buy those Yeo's packet drinks from tekka mall... haha... one good thing, i can buy what i wanna drink! hahahaha... bought the normal crys, the black soya bean milk, and my fav! the justea(green tea plus lemon)... last but not least, a packet of chips... hahaha.... but i kinda regretted buying so much stuff... wo de ma ya... heavy... one word... talked to JH over the phone till the cows come home... as usual.. toking crap... hahaha... but still so much to talk about... hahahaha.... oh yah!!! yuckz!!!! i think my eyes will become sore in the next few days... wo de ma ya.. wo kan dao bu gai kan de dong xi!!! so male organ... ok.. nvm... i'll not talk about it here... just told my sis and JH about it.. YUCKz!!!!!! wadeva... i wanna bathe... - at 6:51 PM what's yours will be yours. i lost my earing during SLC camp (games).. thought i would not find it back again...i was complaining and this and that... dan sham told me to look for it... well, i was like 'oh ok'...'like i will be able to find it liddat'... coz i dun even know where or which area my earing dropped. dan we were in the lift and i just thought of going to the back of the staircase (like some basement thingy...kind of dark... dunno how to explain..) anyway... yah.. i only found the backing.. and i was about to leave.. just as i was about to stand up, sham was like "YIQIAN!! I FOUND IT!!" haha... yes.. i was darn excited... all thankz to sham... yesterday while i was bathing, my earing came off... i think the earing hate me a lot.. haha... anyway... i turned off the shower and start searching for my earing... haiz... i could only find the backing... wo de ma ya... dan i like...'no hope liao'... coz of the running water and the soap... i even open the wadeva u call that... but nahz.... couldn't find... this afternoon while bathing, i stepped on smth hard... yes... my earing... i was SO DARN SURPRISED!!!! its like... i dunno how to say... my 2 sis, dad, and my sis bf used the toilet for bathing!!!! and the earing still can be found! (i will treasure that earing... haha.. bought it from queenstown... sec 1.. haha... my first earing.. the other one is with deb...) PS: it something is yours, it will be. - at 12:29 AM The Psychiatric and Holistic Meaning of Colours Red Red is a powerful colour that has been associated with vitality and ambition. It can help overcome negative thoughts. However, it is also associated with anger; if we have too much red in our system, or around us, we may feel irritable, and impatient, and uncomfortable. Pink Is emotionally soothing and calming, and gives the feeling of gentle warmth and nurturing. It lessons feelings of irritation and aggression, surrounding us with the a sense of love and protection. It also alleviates loneliness, despondency, over sensitivity. While red relates more to sexuality, pink is associated with unselfish love. Orange Orange is a joyous colour. It frees and releases emotion and alleviates feelings of self-pity, lack of self worth, and unwillingness to forgive. Stimulates the mind, renewing interest in life; it is a wonderful antidepressant and lifts the spirits. Apricot/ Peach is good for nervous exhaustion. Yellow Yellow is also a happy, bright, and uplifting colour, a celebration of sunny days. It associated with the intellectual side of the mind, and the expression of thoughts. It therefore aids the powers of discernment and discrimination, memory and clear thinking, decision-making and good judgement. It also helps good organization, assimilation of new ideas, and the ability to see different points of view. It builds self-confidence and encourages an optimistic attitude. Conversely, dull yellow can be the colour of fear. Green Green has a strong affinity with nature helping us connect with empathy to others and the natural world. We instinctively seek it out when under stress or experiencing emotional trauma. It creates a feeling of comfort, laziness and relaxation, calmness, and space, lessening stress, balancing and soothing the emotions. Dark green represents the onset of death and is nondescript, unassertive, a negation of life and joy. Lime and olive green can have a detrimental effect on both physical and emotional health sense sickly yellow and green are associated with the emotions of envy, resentment, and possessiveness. Turquoise We associate blue green with the refreshing and cool ocean. It is therefore invigorating, cooling and calming. Like green turquoise is good for mental strain and tiredness or feeling washed out. It is an elevating colour that encourages us to make a sparkling fresh start. Turquoise is also helpful for feelings of loneliness, sense it heightens communication, sensitivity, and creativity. Blue Blue is a cool, calming colour and is associated with a higher part of the mind than yellow. It represents the night, so it make us feel calm and relaxed as if we were being soothed by the deep blue of the night sky. Light and soft blue, make us feel quiet and protected from all the bustle and activity of the day, and alleviate insomnia. Blue inspires mental control, clarity, and creativity. Midnight blue has a strong sedative effect on the mind, allowing us to connect to our intuitive and feminine side. Too much dark blue can be depressing, however. Indigo, Violet, and Purple These have a deep affect on the psyche and have been used in psychiatric care to help calm and pacify patients suffering from a number of mental and nervous disorders. These colours balance the mind and help transform obsessions and fears. Indigo is a powerful, physic colour, associated with the ride of the brain, and stimulates intuition and imagination. It is also a strong sedative. Violet and purple are colours of transformation at a very deep level, bringing peace and combating shock or fear. They have a cleansing effect in emotional disturbances. They are also connected with artistic and musical impulses, mystery, and sensitivity to beauty and high ideals, stimulating creativity, inspiration, sensitivity, spirituality and compassion. Violet can exert strong psychic influences, however, and a person attracted by it has to guard against living in a fantasy world. Purple is associated with psychic protection. Magenta When we are feeling despondent and worried about our condition, or feeling angry and frustrated, magenta draws us out of this attitude and lets our spirits soar. It is a spiritual colour but also with practical overtones, associated with compassion, support and kindness. From a negative prospective, magenta, like violet, make us desire to be lifted out of the demanding world and avoid challenges. It can also be too relaxing. So avoid magenta if you are chronically depressed or introverted. White The colour of ultimate purity is white. It is an all-round colour of protection, bringing peace and comfort, alleviating emotional shock and despair, and helping inner cleansing of emotion, thoughts, and spirit. If you need time and space to reflect on your life, white can give you a feeling of freedom and uncluttered openness. Too much white, however, can be cold and isolating because white separates us from other people. Black This colour is both comforting, protective, and mysterious. it is associated with silence, the infinite, and the feminine life force-passive, unchartered, and mysterious. Black can also prevent us from growing and changing. We often cloak ourselves in black to hide from the world. Grey Associated with independence, self-reliance, self-control, grey acts as a shield from outside influence. However, grey generally has a negative feeling ie; thick grey clouds, fog, and smoke. Grey is the colour of evasion and non-commitment since it is neither black or white. It relates to walling everything off, remaining separate, uncommitted, and uninvolved, inevitably leading to loneliness. It also denotes self-criticism. Silver Silver is the colour of the moon, which is ever changing. It relates to the feminine principle and the emotional, sensitive aspect of the mind. It balances, harmonizes, and is mentally cleansing. Gold Like yellow, gold is associated with the sun and is therefore related to abundance and power, higher ideals, wisdom, and understanding. It is mentally revitalizing, energizing and inspiring, and helpful for fear, uncertainty, and lack of interest. Pale gold is excellent for depression and sharpens the mind. Brown The colour of Mother Earth, brown brings a sense of stability, alleviating insecurity. However it also relates to bottling up of emotion, a retreat from and a fear of the outside world, and also narrow-mindedness. This often results from a lack of self-worth. - at 5:06 PM ok.. yah... went to TP...surprised that terry turned up.. haha... run... arrrgh... JH.. she was the one who wanted to jog!!! in the end... arrgh.. i was the one who pulled her.. wo de ma ya... dan went to 'play' tennis...as i've said...i dunno how to play.. haha.. and i ended up getting hit by the ball... and wacked by the racquet... arrgh.. haha.... so my sis and dad at bedok library.. haha... dan i went to bugis.... on the way home, i saw my sis again!!! hahaha.... sooooo qiao!!! i forced her to buy the toilet rolls with me... hahaha.... went to teka mall.. bought two paseo toilet rolls and the scotts toilet roll.... siao one!! my dad insisted dat the price of the toilet rolls must be above $3.50.... hur hur hur... like girl liddat... anyway, it was raining... both of us looked like two idiots... i was carrying my bag and two paseo toilet roll packets... and my sis was holding her library books and the scotts toilet packet plus an umbrella.... hahaha... so funny... i was laughing my way home... dan one of the handle thing gave up... hahaha... wo de ma ya... i had to hug the toilet roll... so dumb!!! PS: i sprained my feet! shit lah... - at 3:55 PM went to Sentosa with deb to look for her aunt (her aunt's chalet)... i am very tired... exhuasted... went to Palawan beach... dan cycle... dan to Changi airport... ok.. yes, i am very tired... i dun even think that i can wake up at 8am!!!!!!! tml morning... stupid JH wanna meet so early... 9:30am!! wo de ma ya... i wanna slp man... and of all.. to TP... haiz.. and the worse thing is.. i dunno how to play tennis... hahaha... ok... i go edit the 'no entry' page dan i wanna slp le. good night. - at 9:34 PM .... arrrgh... my dad is nagging again... wadeva. i noe when its time for me to slp. just finished a page... spent half my night doing... not very nice.. but i like it... - at 12:28 AM wad a day man.... woke up at 12 plus.... got a call from my dad asking me to go down to Bedok at 3... he said he'll call me later in the afternoon... well, i said ok.... so at ard 3 plus, he called me and ask me to be there before 4... walao... i rushed like shit lor... the pasar malam was so LUAN and big... i cant even find the stall.. called my sis and mom for directions... in the end i was there at ard 4:30... wo de ma ya... i got a good scolding from him.. nvm.. dan my idiotic uncle rubbed in.. walao... added oil to te fire... walao!!!! enough... it's all because of him that i had to go all the way down ok. idiotic. if my dad trusted my uncle and dared to leave the money with him, i wouldn't have to go down... eat snake dunno eat until like wad. go eat shit lah! ok, my dad needed to go down to the wadeva cargo wadeva to collect his goods from thailand... dan he needed ppl to look after the money... and he dun trust his brother.. coz he... so he called me to attend the stall and wadeva... so pissed! anyway, had dinner with my dad.. hur hur hur.. dunno wads wrong with him.. keep telling me jokes... walao... i wasn't in the mood to laugh lor. so i just continued with my fried kway teow... bought mac for my sis and chicken wings for my mom... went to cold storage and i bought potatoes and tuna... wads wrong with a girl choosing potatoes??? walao.. never see before meh... idiot... going to Sentosa tml with deb... her aunt is having a chalet there. meeting her at 10am at little india mrt station.. arrgh.. dunno if i can wake up at 9... - at 10:31 PM tell you this is darn lame. you are the worse lamer dat i've ever known. oh pls. if you think that you can actually hurt/play with a girl liddat, sorry mr lamer you are darn WRONG! you have not only hurt her, but also destroy your own image. dont you think dat she is a gal worth keeping? if you think that by this you can get rid of her, why not just tell her straight in the face that YOU DO NOT LIKE HER! stop giving her the impression that you do. COZ YOU DUN! stop using tricks or wad so ever to hurt her. i think you are just another typical guy. a piece of shit. i do not know if you will be able to read this (i hope you do.) you know who you are. and if you think that you can play more tricks on her, i am very sorry. YOU ARE WRONG. its not like you are the only human with Y chromosome in this world who is after her. there are definitely better guys than you. sorry, not meant to be sarcastic... i really mean it. so there boy, you know how to fool around and play with ppl's feeling ya? it's ain't funny to be hurt. you dont even know how many times she had cry for you. you are just taking her for granted. and pls do not msg her for the sake of it. typical. GUYS SUX! - at 4:19 PM wow! a fine tuesday morning. woke up at 11:20 ++ haha... well, as usual din have my breakfast.. cant imagine my mom nagging at me later... haha... had dumpling for lunch. YUMMY! ok, i wanna finished my book by today!!! die die by today. dan sweep the floor.. coz today is tuesday!!! arrrgh... anyway, i will be a good girl for today.. lol, sweep the floor, pack my table.. and read.. haha... my mom's so handicap in using her office comp.. lol... she just got her office email addy last week... haha.. she is so excited over it.. and wan all of us to send her Emails.. haha... i just flooded her inbox and she's like SOOOO HAPPIE! haha.. she callled me when she receive.. but dunno how to open the folder... hur hur hur... hahaha.. one thing i cant stand is that she call every minute!!!! arrrrgh.. i was on the sofa waiting for her call.... coz for sure after 20 counts, the phone will ring... i bet with my sis.. hahaha... and i won! so in total, she called more dan EIGHT times! believe it or not, this mom of mine.. haiz.... cute and nasty. she can be very fun... BUT very nasty at times.... ok, i smell the chicken soup... haha... my sis is calling me~ ciao~ - at 2:16 PM arse. just look ard and you can see so many bungs... wadeva... think guys are getting less popular to gals. hur hur hur.. wadeva. i dun despise les, but i certainly DO NOT encourage. ppl dun get my hints. they dun get wad i wan. they dun get wad i wanna say. why am i being so fustrated over such stupid and useless things. think i am really dumb to actually believe and to hope. i dun think i am talking sense. coz i am not. just feel like typing everything out. time tells. the Lord has his plans. and i believe someday, i will. - at 11:52 PM  Your aura shines Yellow! What Color Is Your Aura? brought to you by Quizilla  Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla  you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You adorable, but a little out there. It's alright, you might not have it all, but there are worse which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla  "You must remember this, a kiss is still a kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A classic story of love in trying times, chock full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously believe in true love, but you're also constantly aware of practicality and societal expectations. That's not always fun, but at least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis get you down too much. What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life? brought to you by Quizilla - at 10:46 PM went to orchard library with JH. yah as usual, borrowed A book. haha... dun think i can finish so many books in 2 weeks. the thought of going back to sch make me puke. we talked our hearts out. it's now dan i realise that both of us share the same idiotic problems. ... ... wadeva. wanted to look for books related to bio chem.. BUT! most of em are on loan... its not that i dun wan... sure kena nag by my dad... "pls make full use of your holiday... blah blah blah..." oh btw, he changed his HP to the disgusting sony ericsion HP.. not nice one! ok, back to TAKA... dan we had our lunch.. as usual, on the bench near the big big 'movie screen'... tok, etc... bought some dolphins stuff for deb... x'mas... come to think of it, she is very ma fan... haha... luckily she wun be able to read this. hahaha.... dan we headed down to orchard point... no luck.. cant find wad i want... walked to PS... had Mac... haiz... the MAC letter-A-alphabear is sold out!!!! arrrgh.... so idiotic.. now it's like Q-I-?-N.. i wan the A!!! heck... dun think i'll be able to get it. just no luck. sometimes i just wonder if all the peeps ard me are sincere enuff....and if they can be trusted...just as i was watching liang si mei, smth caught me.. never trust ppl whom you noe thru net... hmm.. wadeva. at least i am not those who will easily trust ppl. think my sis told my mom everything. i should just come online as little as possible.. b4 my sis actually make stupid assumptions and get me into hot soup. idiot. walao. wad a sis. haiz. ok, i'll be going to TP on friday... all thankz to JH, ask me to go all the way to TP to play tennis and jog... siao lor! i dun even noe how to serve.. haha... cant even hold the racquet well... the worse is, she herself dun even noe how to play!!! hahaha... think things between she and terry is getting from bad to worse. it's rather lame. dunno wads wrong with em.. sometimes i wonder why do ppl get together if they noe that there won't be a happy ending...for the sake of it? see couples holding hands, and the next minute you see them walking in different directions. wadeva. none of my business. "love is a game that two can play and both win." PS: hope that peeps dun sms me for the sake/fun of it. and hopefully its not because i can entertain them when they're bored either. neither do i want it to be a habit coz there's noone for em to msg. thank you. - at 9:38 PM Message: These are the 50 way to know the person's character and understand the person well, although it is quite waste of time, but when you feel free just try it out! 1. What's your name? chua yee chien, cai yiqian 2. How old are you? 17 3.Do You have any Nicknames? dun think so?? 4. When is your first love? ...shan't say. lol. 5. First kiss? hur hur hur... 6. How tall are you? ... 155 7. How many girl/boyfriends do you have? none! and i am proud of it! 8. Sour, spicy or sweet? sweet, spicy, sour... hahaha... 9. What would you do when you are free? go out hang ard, slp, tv, eat, swim, blog, fon... and do housework... 10. Hobbies? dunno leh... swim? tok? laugh?? 11. Do you club? obviously not! underage yah? perhaps i'll visit it once? Favourite Magazines? dun haf.. i read wad my sis buy. 13. Are you a smoker? Never! u noe how much i hate em! 14. Are you drinker? ... wad do u think? 15. How much money will you bring when you go out? see how much i have and wad i wanna buy. 16. Car, diamond or money? money? without $$ how to buy car and diamond... 17. What phone are you holding now? 6510.. my DADDY bought it for me! hahaha... 18. Coffeebean or starbuck? starbucks? 19. Where do you stay? little india, chander road. 20. What is your favourite food? ... grandpa's yam, mom's chicken wings, dad's pepper crab. 22. Chocolate, Sweet or cake? depend on my mood... mostly sweets and choco.. haha... 23. Can your ears move? er, i dun think so? 24. Do you dye your hair? no, NEVER! 25. What languages do you speak? Chinese, English, a little hakka.... hahaha.. sux lah...and malay commands for marching.. a little... 26. How many phones in your house? 2 excluding hp. 27. How many toilets? 2 28. When you are doing your business in the toilet what would you do? our toilet got radio and clock... hahaha... 29. Do you swim? wad do you think? 30. Do you gamble? nahz. i dun think so. 31. What is your favoutite sport? swimming? 32. Love,techno or classcial? classical... 33. What is your favourite drink? green tea? water? 34. What is your temper? Low, middle or high? middle? depends. 35. What kind of person you are? me? i dunno.. hahaha... ask my peeps. 36. What would you wear when you go to bed? tee and shorts... 37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up? open my eyes? and look at my sis? lol... 38. Do you eat breakfast? yah. 39. Favourite tv show? tv? dunno... no fav. movie yes, a walk to remember. 40. Who you want to meet? someone who can change my perception on guys? soon? 41. What type of person you are? outgoing and loquacious? crappy? lame? idiotic? huggable, kissable!!! 42. Where do you like to go? anywhere where i can relax and enjoy my youth. 43. Do you wear specs? supposedly... lol.. but i dun. 75, 100 only.. still can see. 44. When is your birthday? 220386 45. Do you buy Branded Goods? depends. 46. How many hours do you spent talking on the phone? wad a qns... depends on whos the person. 48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them? see how lar. dun call can liao. 49. Do you watched R(a) movies? yah. everyone watched RA moives wad. 50. One night stand? wad do u think? - at 3:36 PM 
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