Saturday, July 19, 2003
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PATIENCE IS A BITTER PLANT< BUT THE FRUIT IS SWEET

- at 8:42 PM


i feel kinda melancholic now. i don't noe why. just feel very sad. felt like shit this morning. it got worse aft lunch. wadeva... cried when i reached home... anyway, while i was walking home, saw those planes flying(NDP)... tot dat it was so cool, i mean those piliot... haiz, can hear the fireworks now... din get the change to see it during the rehearsal.... coz it was only a rehearsal... really wanna see those colourful fireworks... haiz... if only... think i like sudden siao... haiz... =(
- at 8:33 PM


haha looking forward to next friday... will be meeting all my buddies... long time no see... well, it was deb's idea to have dinner aft smss's speechday... hee... we'll sure talk till the break of dawn... SO MUCH things to tell em... they sure sian to death... kidding la...dunno go where to have dinner, miss the food at Newton's circle...maybe we'll go there.. hee... the food!!!! happy for lai quin and chelsia... they'll be collecting their wadeva awards... hee, can go back to st.marg's... really miss the sch... but not dat bull dog... wonder how's redcross doing now.without us they will sure die!!! hahaha... so mean... dun care... yuckz... 80.....166!!! omg. you make me wanna puke in the middle of the night, you make me wanna puke till the morning light, you make me wanna puke, you make me wanna pkue, you make me wanna puke through the whole night... hahaha... k, think i'm being too bad...think i'll have to cut down on my sms usage... think i use tooooooo much liao... exceeded the free amt... haiz... think this month sure 1000+.... sure kena scolding.... wadeva lah, "boat reaches bridge head, naturally straight".... hahahahahaha..... wonder if JH still rem.... haiz think i've gtg... haven even finish my breakfast... still must get ready for 'work'... i wanna go for the actual NDP leh... anyway gtg... {^-^}...
- at 10:52 AM


haiz, feel like shit. think there's smth wrong wif my blog manz. cant even do paragraphing... idiot... haiz, at last, went for a jog on thursday aftnoon(straight aft sch)... dan as usual, went to help out at my dad's stall.... haiz, really sian-ed by my own life. think it'ss be better next week...coz i dun have to go down to bugis everyday liaoz.... coz parsar malam will be over by then... dan my parents will have a WONDERFUL time together!!!!! ..... ..... ..... ehhhhhh, not fair... they'll be going to china and thailand...Hmmpx... say wad to import new stuff for next parsar malam... import??? tot it can be done in singapore... anyway.... wish em' 'yi lu shun feng' have fun manz... sch sux... haiz... another week lliao... so darn fast... oso dunno wad to do... physics to me like shit... haiz... next month test... DIE LIAOZ... think my class's ok lor... cant compare it wif 4/2... miss u guys...

well, went to simlim with my class mate yesterday... coz she wanna buy the lapyop casing, idiot! she got a better bargain dan me... WHERE GOT LIDDAT ONE!!! anyway, she bought two, one for her friend and one for her. haiz, shoulder ache like shit... then i said i needed to buy a b'dae card... well, hai han'z b'dae coming soon (i nearly forget... tok abt it later) anyway, we walked to bugis...WAH with dat 3.2kg toshiba laptop cant die!!! the walk was like never... both of us were wearing dat Rp tee... well, it was my idea... hahaha, coz friday mahz, dan wanted the whole class the wear the same tee... turn out only both of us wearing... hahahahaha... felt so funny... then both of us were like "hiya...so heavy..." haiz, if only someone can help me carry it to sch and frm sch to my house man...k, wadeva, bought a card from AnBC...ok lar quite cute.. but i dun think he will like it...hahahaha... coz it's too cute, kinda childish... but who cares, i like wad... u buy or i buy... anyway, i bought a card.

all thankxz to dick man... luckily i saw him on msn yesterday atfnoon, while i was having my lesson!!! ahahaha...he told me dat hwee ling called me, but noone picked up the phone... well, she did call....my hp... hahaha... i dun ans any hp call one wad... the thing is, i forgot to call her back... hahahaha... anyway, she wanted a gathering...'gathering' a small one... well, coz of hai han's b'dae... think he's quite bz... eh, in hcjc leh... wad do u expect!!! haiz, if the 'gathering' really turn out... haiz, die liao... dunno how to tell him my grades... hahahahaha.... especially geo... hahaha... haiz, coz he sort of gave me free tuition... well, i'm really grateful to him... but haiz, the grade cant make it to is his standard... hahaha, "walk one day, see one day"...
my sis b'dae lai liao... soon... haven get anything for her yet... think i'm gonna get her smth from OP later... she wanted a pencilcase... but i think it's kinda waste $$.. bought her a pencil case for her b'dae last year...still in gd condition... think i'm gonna get her a tee shirt lah... haiz, dunno wad colour she wan leh... haiz, see how lah... dan my elder sis buying her a cake... gd lar... both my mom and sis going for dinner at Kenny Roger's.... ehhh not fair... i still have to help out at the stall... anything lah... at least got $$... haha... dunno why, feeling like shit now... not in a very good mood...

really dunno why some guys are like SO DARN SHY... LIKE HER DAN SAY LAH!!! and some are like....so many Ex... dunno wad they are thinking man...
- at 10:38 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2003
haiz, it's been months since i last jog and swim. ahit lar... next week must find some time go jog liao... if not my immune system sure get weak!!! i dun wanna fall sick... yuckz. i think everyday 3 cherry tomatoes is not enough. think must slp early liao.must slp b4 12am.dun wan those pimples to attcak my face. haiz... my dad keep magging alot abt my face... arggh!!!!!!!!! I KNOW LAH!!! but at least it's better now. all because of the parsar malam lah. plus i keep touching my face. he said if it get worse, i will have to pay the doctor a visit. i got a shock ok... i dun wanna go see doctor.. i wasn't dat bad. i think... i think i've spent quite alot on those facial products... well, some of em were pay by my dad... bought clean & clear cleanser= $6.20..... biore acne cleanser= $5.20.... clean & clear wet tissue wipes= 2 x$2.70....i used it for a week but like still the same. dan my dad suggested me to go see a doctor. i aske dfor another week... well, he said,' its ur face not mine' haha, well, for some reason i've got one more week to do smth to my face... then i remembered my sis told me once dat neutrogenais good.. i went to guardian to buy the clear pore acne treatment=$10.40. haiz... everything add up.... $$$$$$$$ haiz... might as well go see a doctor. but i dun wanna eat medicine ma.. luckily it all worked! if not..... yeah! (to be continued)....
- at 9:14 AM


well, i think blog should be smth personal. i mean, write ur own stuff, wad u think, how u feel...ect... if too many ppl noe your add, than it's not personal at all! some of my friends really write in their personal stuff, whereas some treat the blog as some online message board... which i find it weird coz they expect their friends to read it... so as to noe more abt em, or keep em update with wad they're doing.... hmmmm.... haiz... i dun usually goard reading other ppl's blog... unless they ask me to.. well my friends all complained that my font size is too small... so wad... i like wad... it's my blog... i type wad ilike... do wad i like! haiz... nowadays ppl are going into a relationship too fast. those young couples... haiz... like rocket liddat..."too serious too soon".. haha gareth gates. well, think dat his songs are nice... .... those young couples, wad 'i love you' ect... just so surface... think dat it's all fake. think it's so fake. they say for the sake of saying it. just like going into a relationship for the sake of going... just because their friends are going steady and they dun wanna lose out. and just because they dun have a stead! wad the hell!!! i really dun understand how come ppl can have so many ex! wow!!! as much as eight!!!haiz... dun think they noe the meaning of love... but as if i do... -.-" they change partners like change clothes liddat... walao... noadays its hard to find someone who is 'pure' as in no experience in relationship... ppl ask me,'so do you have any bf?' no... 'wad abt ex?' no... "HUH? dun bluff lah' Siao wad is there to lie abt...NONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is there any thing wrong wif not having any bf and ex? siao!!! i am still waiting for my 'the one'... i dun understand why ppl think it's funny. well. i believe in true love... not those fling and stuff liddat... and i think a gd relationship is build on friendship. sometimes i really admire both my sis and her bf. they are together for abt 5 years liao... since my sis`was 17...well, dat guy is 3 years older dan her... serving ns now. there were quite a no. of guys along the way... but my sis din accept... i mean he's in ns now and it's very easy for her to have another.. well. it almost happen!!!!!!! luckily it din... my dad gave her a gd scolding...well, think he's gonna be my bro-inlaw!!! haha, hope he will... he's a great guy... my parents like him alot. wish em all the best. together forever. my sis is currently doing a website for her bf... on how they got to know each other, ect...really hapy for em! five years liao leh... i must say dat this guy is really gd...(can tahan my sis's temper!!!) hahaha... high level of tolerance...hahaha oops! hope she's not looking...
- at 12:03 AM